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20061110

Officially a lazy friday.

Planned to get my butt out of the dorms for today and get some stuff done, but one thing led to another and here i am! Sitting on my chair, facing my computer, letting my fingers do the work. Plus, i watched one tree hill again (even though some say it's trashy) and yeah, kinda gets teenaged people, like me, stuff to think about. Even though i'm 19..going on 20 (11 more months but wow, 20..) i'm still a teenager and we've got issues. So..over the next 12 months alot of people i know will be hitting the big 20, where we're not a boy/girl, not yet a man/woman (insert Britney Spears' song in here heh). Probably for us (or maybe i'm just speaking for myself), you start building your life around the few people who'll see you through. Everything gets dark, you lose some people, others usher you along, others guide you by the hand. To some, you either say too much, or don't say enough and then...they're gone. But maybe there's a reason for that things like that happening - to push you in the right way?

Wooo who says my posts don't have meaning hmm? :)

Anyways the silence of the room's gettin' to me, so i'll probably take a nap! Even though night's gonna be here soon. Hahaaa soon i'll be on my bed at home, but ahhh after all, "it's the same darkness when you switch off the light."

I would like to think our paths are straight, disconnected from the choices we make.
I would like someone to make a map, mark my home and draw some lines that match.
One day it's gonna happen, I don't know when....
But all that I know is it's gonna happen.