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20070418 - ARGH

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't believe i forgot to upload an assignment last night for my computer-in-business class. that's 10 marks! just lost like that. maybe not lost yet, depending on whether or not my professor accepts it after i sent it to her this morning. highly doubt so though. ARGH that's extra pressure to ace the darn finals for the class. ANNOYING. unnecessary pressure!

can't my semester just end smoothly. grr.hope everything else here and back home turns out fine. it should! and it better. owells.

was just thinking bout how some people claim they let go of the past very easily. while others find it extremely hard to let go. but the funny thing is, after all is said and done, its usually the people who claim to forget easily that are the ones who seem to keep an interest in the personal life of those they are supposed to have 'let go' off. and those that initially said it'd be hard to let go? those are the ones that let go of things the easiest.

maybe its because of denial. self denial. maybe? or maybe its just curiosity-out-of-boredom. i'm sure someone once told me that if you want to let go of something, you have to have limited contact, zero contact if possible.

but i wonder if that 'contact' refers only to conversations or if it encompasses the checking-up-on the personal life of that person you're supposed to move away from. example? let's say...checking up on their friendster or their blog for instance. i mean, wondering if the person's doing fine is okay. but c'mon, checking up on the daily happenings of someone else...that's something else altogether. maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm right.

i just like my space (very much, thank you) and it just bothers you when you know someone is checking up on you when you rather they not.

oh yeah speakin of which, recently i've got the most random people from the most random countries checkin out my blog. i've got people from beijing, costa rica, spain (catalunha) & netherlands (some Wanadoo city).

i mean, i'm fine with people reading my blog...i am!! but its only with one or two that i'm not. if you're not that thickheaded (which i don't think you are), get the message!! thanks. maybe it's just me being cranky these days. but this was gonna come out sooner or later.

ps: i'll know if you get the message.